..Tryna get Somewhere?

. . . when my vision deteriate is the moment my eyes widen
Reality leaves me incomplete
Didn't know 2% could feel so heavy
I'm 98 with weight to make any legs tremble
I withstand . .
Still standin
for the reason I don't know yet . .
From exhausting Prognostication to self deprivation
My eyes stay dry
but the Black inside keeps my Heart beating
Reasons unknown keep me breathing
I'm still reaching. .
til I recognize the prospective
the same method. . .
No checklist. .
I'll check out with it. .

..More than a Taste...

I always seem to get a taste of it. .
as soon as the clouds clear I'm back to chasing
Nowadays I wear a Metal T
No longer a Heart on my sleeve
Tho its even Harder for Me. .
As the Harder my Heart beats the pounds don't weigh me down but leave dents and red streaks. . .
I'm a Pace runner in this game. . steady losin. .
Negative scores no high points
steady lookin straight to the sky
but bein deprived of my wants. .
. . . A Love is a Shadow. . . .
. . To acknowledge and Understand that is a BATTLE. .
. . .
Why do I always beat myself up?
. .at the same time I'm pickin myself up. .
Its impossible to lift myself up. . .no strength if you can't find it. .
. .in your Heart is where You're reminded. .
I Need a Gain in my Life. .
. . . .I'm pacin. .
. .I'm pacin. .
. . .
. .

....Nothin Lesser...more than Better...noneoftheless

Never mind the content

The lines....these......

...Discrepancies are timeless

As hard as it is to stretch ya limits

'Women' are far away

This kind of stuff makes me wonder

As hard as it is to envision and Angel.....

its even harder when that Angel's got your number

No hugs no Kisses ...its not enough

so i got smart....

...I'm embracin the Heat so we glowin up.....

Somethin Quick...

Misery keeps grabbin me
I would smile
but my insides won't gather the mentality
All of my beliefs have gone
Once believed are ripped and blown
Not a tear. . .
Eyes stay drier than the Sahara
. .Inside I'm breakin down
an effortless battle leaves me defeated by my own shadow
I no longer long. . .
for Shit!
Don't give a Fuck about things anymore
My Heart, mind and body is sore
yet I drag along life
lift and press my feet against the cold floor
"You gotta treat life like an elevator"
The only problem is that mine's been like a broken esculator
. . . .depressed "Now or later"
What the Fuck is Love??
What the Fuck is Hope?
..off my tounge none of these words were ever spoke
and never will
no longer an existence. . .
I guess I'll sit and ...chill....

... Ok....

I'm tamin myself
trainin myself
. . .I'm filled with the light that propelled me the first time
the first stroke of the pen on the first line
Man. . (laughs)
Where the Fuck have I been?
A slight grin
Nizzy's back at it again
Still on my Tupac shit
Written words keep my mind cocked
locked and loaded
Misery no longer hinders my ability
Probally the reason why all these readers is Feelin me...

..Humor in my Sense...

Random stupidity
Bought a chin chilla jacket
then hacked into to somebodies computer to find something to match it
I'm always on the verge of cursin
that's why I'm so damn nervous
steady preventin my middle finger from curvin
Swervin on these mergers
Ink . . splash . . quickly
Word. . . dot . . dash
Everything goes quickly
A grape Arizona
keeps my mind forward
carryin a concealable sterotype
whole area's unaware of my nefarious type mind
just ond drop would burn through a block quick
so just imagine if I just spit out some sick shit . . . .

Nizzy'

Been away for a min.....alright......

...Ok......

Yo........

If you pictured me as a Pitcher i'm a glass half empty

Thoughts resigned inside of my heart

These words forever tempt me

A poet in the flesh

But a slave of my own self.....

I choose to bound myself

Why all this fuckin depression? ...

pause........

almost had a mind block...

tongue slipped before my mouth locked

....how do i end this...

the same way that i started this

endless....

i dont think it ever will....