..Yeah.. A little something different for a minute. Ya'll should check out this man's music ..and not because I know him personally but because its legitimate fire..-_- .. check it out and let me know if I'm lyin.. peeeaaccee..

This uneasiness is..

I'm lost on so many levels..

Religiously

Physically

and mentally

I don't know where I'm at..

everything just looks so slow but I walk so fast..

noneoftheless real

I wish I was numb

I wish my thoughts were dumbed down to the smallest idea

not miserable but confused

I ran against time but I also watched it

and as metronomic as it is I always seem to end up back at the starting line

I'm lost on so many levels

A rebel for my cause

but for some reason I can't free myself from these chains that I've fought so hard to break

..I've got a looseleaf thumb..lol..... everyone I touch turns into cardboard

fallen over and breathless ..

...still waiting for their reply.... .

not miserable but confused

I'm carryin a torch upside down in a river

splinters bruise my hand

but I can't feel em'...

blood trickles down.. the burn reminds me of venom

...dragged through the agony.. eventually it'll kill . .

but if it hasn't yet yet then it probably never will...

still standing...

....NEW WEBSITE COMING SOON...

...Gonna Switch things up a Bit... ...Khidaismoving.com..lol....

but I'll post the link when i've settled in....

Peace....

..Letter to my unknown.. ....not done*

...... ...It's not that your shadow turns me on..

It's simple that I'm just infatuated with the idea that you exist.

Soft whispers proceed a kiss

lines shade your figure and the outline takes its place but what good is it If I cant see your face.....

Stuck on an unknown flight to the same expectance.. same girl same questions.. same eyes same complexion same smile..... I'll keep that

.. Its no longer me to believe I'll 'hit' that if I show you my six pack no wonder the real women get back .. searching for realness inside of a factory... Mattel and Hasbro...

.. ..

...Freestyle.... ..off the head off the Mac onto the Blogisphere.... enjoy... .... soon they'll be a track for it ..-_-

..I'm thinkin I like Lynn

got me with a slight grin.

the thought hit me like lightnin

the smile is brighter

got me right then

my black pen followin preceedin to where i'm writin

.. thoughts about her

soft as a pillow but hard its frightnin

have to stop now but what is the use of fightin

wonder if i tell her would she be up to likin

the fact that i spoke or the fact that i had recite this

that man on the side 'll be tight ..

there's the light then..

brightness flowed up inside of the bulb

its like i look for trouble breakin all of its laws

stealin the shine from someone else thats involved

i'm lucky but not in love...

Maybe i'm stingy

or maybe i'm that far above

that standard for respect for someone that i dug

no diggin i'm grinnin but seriously opposed to the mindstate that i had grew from

so how would i approach this chick

while walkin her to class spittin some repulsive shit?

nah...

i rather poetically propose this hit

what i already know just add to it no bogusness

but would it ever work?

i'll never know til i try but when the star and the sky meet thats when it'll fly by

time doesnt wait for noone so why wouldnt i try

what doesnt kill doesnt is a lie

but i holdin on nine lives....

(chorus).....

Delete Me!!!!!!! ...please?

by Jerry Nizzy'Khida Mackey on Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 9:38pm

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..heh.... I don't need to write this down for this to take relevance.. I call you a bitch cause of your facade and all its relevance... I wish I could spit a flame from miles away but i doubt you would feel it in ya climate.. I'm heartless so I don't mind it if you try to lie to my face ...To be honest I was never blinded.. I don't subliminal name call .. you feelin special? guess who and I'll answer just to let you know...

Rough Draft ..Nizzy - "I Promise"

DON'T TAKE ME SERIOUS!! lol... i'm just testin the waters.... this is my first project... enjoy

ps: The instrumental is by Charles Hamilton called "Wild Misinformation"